the goodbye letters

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today was something else.
he mentioned to me that it was even different to him – that he never found himself to be so talkative. that he would regret this in the morning. that he would most definitely regret this in the morning. he made me promise him that i wouldnt.
he told me he has forgotten already, that we were too high, too emotionally drained to remember.
remember.
should i remember?
the hours that passed by like minutes, the christmas decorations and corner restaurant lights, talks of life and death, the fights, the tears, the laughter, the stress, the debates, the intellect.
the cigarettes, my painkillers, his sleeplessness, my atonement.
every corner and shortcut and direction and pathway.
we drew a map of a world in one night. a world only we know that exists.
no one will ever know.
no one will ever know.

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